Pursuit of Happiness

So I have been quite low recently, for more than 6 months now and it's been really disturbing. There have been reasons behind it but for someone who thinks she is mostly optimistic it has been very annoying. So I was on youtube a few days ago and came across this very hilarious video someone made. The video essentially was talking about people being sad all the time and how they don't have a reason to be. How being sad takes so much time and effort and you need to make your sad soundtrack to get in your sad mood and everything. I thought it was so true and the guy that made the video was hilarious. He basically had a way to cheer himself up when he was about to get sad basically he would just shrug and say "fuck it" and I been trying it. It helps. I have also started listening to cheery music again sorry Adele, I love you and your music but you are getting me so freaking sad and I don't need help in that department. I actually have been playing the "Drive" soundtrack as of late. Some of the music is not cheery to say but it makes me wish I was driving and brings me back those memories where I used to drive my car at night.  I loved driving my car, my green little Jetta so it's all good. The soundtrack is pretty sweet and the movie is really awesome. I had mixed feelings when I saw it first but it's one of those movies that could be underrated at first but you learn to appreciate.  So I am keeping my chin up and be positive and bob my head to the beat....  I am totally dancing as I am writing this listening to the chromatics tick of the clock.