Think think think

It's been a long time since I have been here. A lot of things have been going on and at the same time not so much. Sounds a bit like an oxymoron.  I have come to the realization that other people's blogs are way cooler looking with their images and whatnot. I have to improve on that. Being that once I was a lazy overachiever (again oxymoron) but so true. I always had so much on my plate but somehow managed to do it all and in a timely fashion. Nowadays it seems that there is never enough time or that I have lost interest in being the overachiever. I have figured out why. I think it is because all this time I have tried really hard at doing things and achieving so much but after a while it no longer seemed like I was going anywhere so I kinda stopped and that's where I am now. It could also have to do with getting older and I kind feel that I am a mix of old soul peppered heavily with a young child at heart. I know oxymoron all over the place and yes I am using that word a lot but come on when will I get the chance again. So what is new? Well job search is still on and if I hear one more time that they went with someone more qualified I will burst.  I understand that I am not right for every job or that I may not want every job out there but this especially stings on the jobs I really really want. I have resumed my reading a bit more. Finished the hunger games like many people out there. I love it and just caught the movie opening day and thank god I had the time to go early because honestly could not deal with all those crazy teens and long lines. I actually read the first book while I was in New Hampshire for a week for "vacation" and I quote and say that lightly because it was hardly a vacation by my standards. Although I did learn to ski and bust my ass a few times. Anyway off topic, I picked up the book because I did not want to see the movie without reading the book first. Had read great reviews and what the heck. Well I devoured all three books in 6 days, had to sleep sometime. Well they are amazing and so is the movie. Even though I wanted to see the movie because of the Breaking Dawn 2 teaser trailer which by the way boo cause I had seen the 15 sec teaser online and the one in theater was 5 sec more no big deal. Anyways that is about it for now I will stop boring you and going in different tangents.  Here's hoping that by next time I write something I will be employed, have done major overhaul of this lovely thing and much more.  Talk to you later.